Honeymooning with the Boston Red Sox

my ex husband and i had a storybook wedding... we chose to marry in the fall of our intern year of residency, because the season and halloween was our favorite time of year (and it is to this day for me, at least he didn't ruin that on... Read more

socially accepted prostitution...

i gave You my heart, very purely and truly from the moment i committed to You way back in 1995. i never cheated on You, i loved You, adored You, lusted after You, made sure You knew it all the time...Your first blow was choosing to bring a girl... Read more

Who wants to buy some rings?

FOR SALE: 1 groom's platinum band, size 9. scratched up and worn, but definitely worth a few hundred for smelting down. 1 bride's platinum & diamond engagement/wedding set, size 7.  barely worn, like new.  beautiful princess cut diamond... Read more

Ah, there's no place like the City of Good Neighbors...

            so i have begun to hear from some of my friendly neighbors, and as expected, the sentiments are mostly critical and antagonistic:  i'm apparently a 'fatty hater' with 'no game'.  *nods*  ... Read more

Believe it or not...

I did not want us to divorce. What I wanted was for my husband to show up, finally.  This was not simply about us being a poor match, this was about how You ran away each and every time it was time to roll up our sleeves and get our hands dirty... Read more

allow me to catch y'all up...

        for those of you readers who find yourselves still here, and who might be interested, allow me to sketch the big picture...perhaps it might make you decide to return to hear more of the story.  perhaps not, that's... Read more

I never cheated on you...

I want You to know that from the beginning, up until that fateful weekend I went away, I NEVER cheated on You, with anyone.  No matter how I was tempted to do so out of retaliation because of how You repeatedly crushed me by lavishing Your affection... Read more

a bucket full of sorry...

I wish I could say I was sorry to You, and in a way that You would understand that it comes with nothing but love and gratitude from deep within my heart.  My deepest regret is that I will not get to look You in the eye again and communicate to... Read more

you know i'm just a little souvenir

click to hear One of these days you know You'll cry for me for sure For those little eyes you have seen so many times I swear you will cry And one of these days you'll see the long head that belongs to me Oh young boy don't shed no tears You know... Read more

DISCLAIMER

this is a blog bound to be brimming with anger, hurt, bitterness, revenge, hypocrisy, and short-sightedness. but you will also find clarity and hope here.  you will observe an evolution of heart, and perhaps of mind. this is where my ego... Read more